howling_alice: (ranting and raving)
I fucking hate Elsa. She is literally the second worst forum admin I've ever had the displeasure of knowing, and the worst forum admin I've ever had the displeasure of being a mod FOR. And this is coming from someone who used to mod SHIRO'S fucking forums.

She doesn't give a fuck about the opinions of the other admin or staff members, and bitches at the other admin for doing stuff "without consulting her first" when its actually USEFUL and only in the DISCORD CHAT and NOT EVEN ON THE WEBSITE but then will just change shit on the forums without asking the other admin or staff first, and even if we disagree, she fucking DOES IT ANYWAY and then gives me this passive-aggressive "sorry it bothers you" like

NO
FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU.

But if I step down I cannot do it quietly. I will step down and tell her EXACTLY why. And if I do that I have to leave the entire forum because she'll just be an extra mega bitch to me personally if I stay, and I don't wanna deal with that. But if I leave, then I have nowhere else to go and I'll be alone except for my tiny circle of friends and wont have ANYWHERE ELSE. NOWHERE.

I'm fucking stuck here. I regret EVER asking to be a mod. I had hoped to have some influence and gain some respect since I've been around so long and I feel like I contribute some fluffbusting and genuinely experienced advice but she just. Doesn't fucking listen. She does what she wants.

She made a fucking fictionkin social network WITH ITS OWN FORUMS in ADDITION to fictionkin.com, and then eventually deleted the forums, but only deleted the network a few weeks ago despite NO ONE USING IT.

She also made an ENTIRE DISNEY KIN FORUM. HOW MANY PEOPLE DOES SHE THINK WILL ACTUALLY JOIN THAT???? NONE. NOT ENOUGH FOR IT TO BE ACTIVE.

FUCK she is denser than a goddamn rock and a raging bitch and she's ruined her whole source material for me like. I liked Frozen before I fucking met her.

And to top it off, she's FACTKIN and I KNOW she's salty about my hatred and dislike of them.

I think she honestly just hates ME because I don't agree with every little fucking thing she says.

But she is like. The ONLY problem I have with the forum.

Its just unfortunate she's the OWNER.

My friend said they're used to being on FurAffinity's forums where everyone hates the staff and no one can leave and honestly its just. Too true. And this is why I have nowhere to go. ALL the forums are shit now because I hate the staff and/or the people on the forum.

The only place I might have left is the Daemon Forums but they're...pretty much just for daemonism and I dont really actively participate or have much to say there.

Really I hardly participate in the fictionkin.com forums. I mostly stick to the Discord chat.

But I just. I can't bring myself to LEAVE.

I hate that I ever asked to be made a mod. Hate myself for it. Wanna go back in time and tell myself not to do it. But I dont have that option now.

Rock and a hard place.

Fuuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.

I need a stronger work than fuck.

My blood pressure is up, my body is tense, Im grinding my teeth again, goddamn it all.

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